Hello.
Cut the crap : Im back.
I just realise, when I feel crap and like the world seems like its falling into pieces, I feel like blogging. I feel like typing it all out not knowing its the pleasure of letting it out or just wants the world to know I am genuinely feeling really unhappy right now.
I know it is weird to broadcast it to the world, but come on. Living in this era, Im allowed to be a little narcissist about myself la. It is who we are as humans anyways. So why bother judging me when you yourself is too the same.
So WHY AM I UNHAPPY but when if you see me, I'll crack lame jokes to you and make you laugh and trying to be the life of the party when deep inside I dont even feel alive? Honestly I don't know too. I can be really genuinely happy and laughing but in a split moment, I can just feel myself feeling like a downer.
So what is the cause of this? Everything.
Maybe its my body's you know charkra or whatever it is, is not allign properly or something.
I dont know. But I want to be the bubbly me again.
Even in college people thought I got some illness or something. Like seriously, they thought I got like a real illness. I was all pale and drowsy all the time. I lack sleep, food, nutrition, companion, and life.
Cut the crap : Im back.
I just realise, when I feel crap and like the world seems like its falling into pieces, I feel like blogging. I feel like typing it all out not knowing its the pleasure of letting it out or just wants the world to know I am genuinely feeling really unhappy right now.
I know it is weird to broadcast it to the world, but come on. Living in this era, Im allowed to be a little narcissist about myself la. It is who we are as humans anyways. So why bother judging me when you yourself is too the same.
So WHY AM I UNHAPPY but when if you see me, I'll crack lame jokes to you and make you laugh and trying to be the life of the party when deep inside I dont even feel alive? Honestly I don't know too. I can be really genuinely happy and laughing but in a split moment, I can just feel myself feeling like a downer.
So what is the cause of this? Everything.
Maybe its my body's you know charkra or whatever it is, is not allign properly or something.
I dont know. But I want to be the bubbly me again.
Even in college people thought I got some illness or something. Like seriously, they thought I got like a real illness. I was all pale and drowsy all the time. I lack sleep, food, nutrition, companion, and life.
I've made tumblr,
cause its better than blogger.
If you're clever, you'll find me.
Tell me if you do.
cause its better than blogger.
If you're clever, you'll find me.
Tell me if you do.
