Of emotions & reality

I feel as if Im too lazy, too sluggish, too slothful.
Use whatever terms you must,
to do anything.
I just feel numb.

When I laugh, I laugh without feeling it.
When I smile, it doesnt reach my eyes.
When I look at you,
I am just looking at the space between us.

I dont know.
Maybe because this month is tough for me.
With a harsh college life
and an even harsh life,
I just dont feel like doing anything,
except sleep.
Hell I've been sleeping ALOT.

Im super craving for cupcakes :(
Boohoo.

I am just so tired of having so many assignments on my shoulder,
I just dont feel like doing any of them

oh how I wish life was not this hard.
But by whining and complaining,
It wont bring you far.

On a positive note,
SEMESTER BREAK IN A MONTH :D