of mental breakdown

Seriously, I am such a mess. I dont feel like what ever that I am doing is right. I feel like everything is wrong. I feel everything I do is a mistake that will haunt me for life.

I really do have a lot on my shoulder right now. Assignments are just piling on one another waiting for me to start doing, but I just cant. I now know I have to solve to blockage I have in my head, to make everything flow again.

Im drowning in my own thoughts.
How can I swim away from it?

I need your help. I need you. Why can't you just stop and care.

It is hard. People who know me knows how I am under stress or under a hell of pressure. I am not productive under stress.

They say life has to get worst before it gets better. But Im starting to wonder if it ever does.